You already are perfect with all the guilt and anxiety and stress.
You are doing exactly as your thoughts are telling you to do.
That's all you can do and it's 100% perfect as it is. Wanting to improve is part of the perfection.
If you can't see that you're perfect at the moment, that's perfect too!
Everything, and I mean everything, happens according to Beingness/Consciousness/Awareness/Spirit/God/Oneness/Truth/Reality/Energy/Universe.
All is That, including you.
Not understanding that is not your fault, it's That not understanding, and....you guessed it.....PERFECTOS!