Who said there was anything wrong with searching? Searching and not searching are both operations of Oneness. In fact, everything is Oneness in operation. You don't have to realise this. Not realising this is done by Oneness. You don't do anything as such. You is a construct of thought that bounces into existence on waking up, and that's okay! It's all okay, just as it is. Not being happy with the way things are and making changes is also perfect and okay.
Now, I'm thinking about getting the ipad from Amazon when it's available in the UK. Is it worth it?